Carmela

I was alone and bored one night,
I decided to visit a webcam site,
So many girls, which one to choose,
Which ever I chose, I had nothing to lose,
I chose a girl called Carmela, a redhead with beautiful eyes,
I doubt it was her real name, It was probably all lies,
The room was full off guys asking to see her nude,
"This is free chat" she replied "you gotta pay dude",
I asked "doesn't it bother you that some of these guys are having a wank",
She replied "No it doesn't as long as my money goes in the bank"
The other guys started calling her a bitch and a whore,
She replied "It's a job, nothing more"
She said "You knew you had to pay for nudity when you joined the site"
The guys kept saying "c'mon show something don't be tight"
I asked "Is sex all you have to offer ?",
She never replied, I wonder why I bother,
I then left the site and went to bed,
I kept thinking about what she had said,
How could her life be so bad that she had to do porn to be fed.

I visited the site and talked to her almost every night,
Mum walked in my room one night and gave me a fright,
I immediately closed the browser but then wondered why,
I'm 18 years old, I'm allowed on this site just like any other guy.

One night I went to the site and she was no longer there,
I kept thinking what's happened to her and wondered why I care,
I tried night after night seeing if she would show,
She didn't show, I guess she doesn't do this anymore,
I emailed the webmaster but got no reply,
I really hope she didn't die,
I never saw this girl again,
I hope she has a better job that doesn't rely on men.

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