Suicide

This is the last thing I will ever write,
I've decided to kill myself tonight,
That whole temporary problem bullshit doesn't work for me,
My problem is permanent and none of you can see,
I had noone to talk to and no emails to send,
It was my choice to die in the end,
I was totally fucked up and not just shy,
There is no reason to live when we all will die,
Everything in my life seemed soo unfair,
I tried to make myself believe that I didn't care,
All my life I've been called stupid names,
Kids were always playing their cruel games,
God didn't give me the ability to talk face to face,
He's the only one to blame for this disgrace,
There is no one I still hate,
not Angela, Clive or Kate,
I forgive all of you girls and guys,
One fact about life is everyone dies,
So please don't cry or pray for me,
I'm not worth it, I will be free,
Now it is time to end my life,
I just hope there isn't an afterlife.

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